hey all... i made a new xanga site because this one annoys me. im not going to delete this one because i might write in it every now and then, just to piss people off lol so go here instead... jess and annalisa will like my username lol

always, chrissy <3

merry christmas!!!! yay, gifts. so today was pretty good, considering it was christmas and all. we went to my aunt chris's house, then my aunt maryannes house (jannine), then came home and opened our presents. yes, unlike all you little bastards, i had to wait until 2 to open my gifts. we had dinner here... me, mom, john, grandma, poppie, other grandma, aunt joyce, uncle rodger, diane and joe and his girlfriend came by afterwards. i actually got good stuff this year. joe got me this linkin park cd/dvd from a concert they did in texas. mom and john got me a linkin park sweatshirt. lol, my family finally figures out a band i like and they go insane.

last night was a lot of fun which really surprised me. tom and meghan werent there because they were by their moms for christmas eve. so i was hanging out with chris, the other tom, and pj... along with all of their cousins and stuff. i was just in a very rare mood and some very weird things ended up happening lol.  

sooo, everyone is gone now. my ankle hurts because me and joe went outside in the dark and played soccer. i dont think its a good thing that it still hurts lol.

john needs me to get off because he need to use my phone. long story. other then that, ill come back on... go watch my linkin park dvd and raise hell lol thats what i do. merry christmas!!!

always, chrissy <3

soo, i never updated again yesterday. not like i wasnt online, theres just nothing to write about in my life. anything i would write about everyone would just be like 'what the hell is that' because my life is crazy and i couldnt even begin to describe most of it.

so anyway, yesterday after i left dianes i went to the mall with mom and john. i got a new jacket and sneakers. their not the ones i wanted but whatever its not worth caring anymore.

today is christmas eve. which, for the past few years, has meant the day we spend with johns side of the family. this year, its going to be a little different. normally, we all go to my aunts house for dinner. which were not. instead, this afternoon, me, mom, and john are going to go visit grandpa in the hospital. were bringing him rice pudding and sweat pants. he actually wanted to come home for christmas but the doctors said he couldnt. doctors suck ass.

scotts going to new york until like, tuesday. we were talking on the phone last night and he said hes gonna call me from his cell phone. so that made me feel kind of specail. i told him about my father. somehow, we were talking about bowling and he was trying to explain how the points work or something. and i was like, "well, excuse me ive only been bowling once in my life and i was only 4" and one thing led to another and he was asking why i went only once ten years ago. so i told him that my father took me, which isnt lying because he did. then, we were talking about drugs and drinking. hes like "yeah, youre gonna do drugs" so i was like "noooo im not... im never going to do drugs" and we were going back and forth and it was kinda pissing me off so i was like "scott, you dont understand. my father did drugs and he drank all the time. he abused me. and im not going to end up like that" then theres this whole silence and then he says "shit, i feel so stupid right now... i never knew that... im so sorry" so i found that kinda amusing. lol, he just imed me.

other then all that, i have to go to my moms best friends sisters house for dinner tonight. should be interesting. im gonna go call scott now... i might fix this later.

yeahhh... i know i never fixed yesterdays entry... oh well, deal with it. so. uhh, today was a half day. we didnt do anything in any of our classes. we watched the lion king in spanish today in spanish class (obviously) and neirstead was doing a "translation" for me and a few other people. in case you didnt figure it out, it wasnt a translation of what was actually being said though. most of it involved burning stuff and killing the girraffes and various other things. that kid has problems. i got a 90 on a spainsh quiz. its on my refridgerator. yay for me.

ok, heres something that gets its own little paragraph thing because it pisses me off. mike. mike doesnt piss me off... the current situation im in and my confusion is what pisses me off. when i first saw mike on the spanish trip, i thought he looked like matt, and THATS something that pissed me off because i knew right there that i would end up talking to him just because of that. and yeah, that is kinda shallow of me, ill agree with that but anyone else in my place would have done the same thing. so i ended up talking to him and found out that while he looked a small amount like matt, he was a total opposite. mike was actually nice to me and didnt violently curse me out, like matt did. the thing that probally makes them like the same though is the smile. not like i could ever get matt to smile at me... but i eventually saw, while he was smiling at other people obviously because we all know how much he hated me. now with mike, i CAN get him to smile AT ME, very easily as a matter of fact. and while i dont know a lot about him, i think hes really a cool person. and its pretty hard for me to come to seriously trust people but i dont worry THAT MUCH with him. i said hey to him today going from journalism to health. he said hey back and whats up. then, at the end of the day i found this candy cane in my pocket as he was walking by. so i look up, see him and im like "hey mike, come here" so he walks over... SMILING... and im like "merry christmas, have a candy cane" and hes like "oo cool thanks you too" lol it was funny. i was saying to amanda in journalism "im gonna say hi today i will, im going to" and then i passes him in the hallway and thats when i said hey and my hands were shaking so bad and im like "AMANDA, WHATS WRONG WITH ME???" and she starting laughing and shes like "chrissy, you like him theres nothing you can do" and shes all like "yeah, youre replacing matt... good job" which i found kinda funny because i should have replaced matt a long time ago. at least im finally getting around to it...

hmm... lets see. what else happened today... nothing. hmm... ok. that was fun. any suggestions you might have are welcome. if i take them or not is another thing...